a decision for my life...
either it would be hurt my heart, my life or other people.... sound crazy, but must take a chance to my self.
don't want to live like this for a whole my life... i just don't wanna judge someone just because he or she didn't doing something good for a moment...
i just wanna feel the real people around me...how much they really care about me.
STOP faking my self with any imagine!
Even though it would be a bad decision, i will dare my self to take this chance.
isn't we need a sacrifice to get the best in our life? we need to take a look more than we ever think before... actually... i never felt like this before, so empty. my life changes in a moment, just feel like i'm losing all hope....
I do not want to sacrifice too much longer, if he can not defend what should be defended. if it disappear it should hurt less right?
i feel lied to, i feel used! when all he shown how worthy i am is during his free time but once again i think about this problem, talk to my self, It's never too late to start over. I've loved after the biggest fall of my life. I can love again after this easy fall :) I don't see how that is possible with all this crap going on that I'm doing alone.
either it would be hurt my heart, my life or other people.... sound crazy, but must take a chance to my self.
don't want to live like this for a whole my life... i just don't wanna judge someone just because he or she didn't doing something good for a moment...
i just wanna feel the real people around me...how much they really care about me.
STOP faking my self with any imagine!
Even though it would be a bad decision, i will dare my self to take this chance.
isn't we need a sacrifice to get the best in our life? we need to take a look more than we ever think before... actually... i never felt like this before, so empty. my life changes in a moment, just feel like i'm losing all hope....
I do not want to sacrifice too much longer, if he can not defend what should be defended. if it disappear it should hurt less right?
i feel lied to, i feel used! when all he shown how worthy i am is during his free time but once again i think about this problem, talk to my self, It's never too late to start over. I've loved after the biggest fall of my life. I can love again after this easy fall :) I don't see how that is possible with all this crap going on that I'm doing alone.
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